Deep Space Discipleship

Isaiah 6:1-8; Luke 5:1-11

Delivered at Joy MCC Orlando, Feb 8, 2004

 

 

This morning I bring you greetings from my home state, Texas.  Like many millions of Americans last week, my spouse and I watched the Super Bowl.  I’m from Dallas and you know we had great hopes for the Cowboys this year.  But as Texans, if we couldn’t have the Cowboys in the Super Bowl, the next best thing was to have the Super Bowl in Houston.

 

I was amused by the space theme that dominated some of the pre-game show.  The Johnson Space Center is located in Houston and one announcer reminded viewers that ‘Houston’ was actually the first word spoken from the moon.  After living in Texas for over 10 years, I find that kind of scary actually….

 

What I found to be more scary was the rock band Aerosmith in space suits.  They were part of the pre-game music and I have to say they belong on a stage instead of a space shuttle.

 

Florida is also a space state.  Notice I said ‘space’ not ‘spacey.’ Actually the Kennedy Space center is just 45 minutes east of here.

 

Whether it be a Super Bowl show or a moon orbit human beings continue to be fascinated with outer space.  Just recently NASA has launched a probe to explore the mysterious planet Mars.  I find it interesting that the name of one probe is the ‘Spirit’ rover and its twin is named ‘Opportunity.’

 

The human being that has captured our fascination with space the most is not an astronaut, or a rock star, but Star Trek creator Gene Roddenberry.  Even as I speak, his ashes are in orbit in outer space.  Yes, there is actually a Houston based firm called Celestis that provides four outer space burial plans.

 

  • The Earthview service—the launch of a portion of a person’s ashes into Earth orbit
  • The Lunar service—the launch of one’s ashes into lunar orbit or on the moon’s surface
  • The Voyager service—the launch of one’s ashes into deep space
  • The Ad Astra service—which names a star in honor of the deceased and transmits a personal digital message to the stars including photos, biographies and tributes from family and friends.

 

All this talk about space travel gives new meaning to Isaiah’s words from this morning, “HERE AM I, SEND ME!”

 

I believe these texts from Isaiah and Luke are telling us this morning that God is calling us to take a journey—not into outer space, but inner space.  The way to God is not up but down.  In his vision Isaiah sees God high and lifted up, but that vision did not lift him up out of himself, it plunged him deep into the depths of his humanity.  Isaiah saw this incredible celestial vision and said—Woe.  Woe is me, for I am a man of unclean lips.

In our gospel lesson from Luke Jesus says to Simon Peter:  “Put out into the deep water and let down your nets for a catch.”

 

The thing we remember most about this story is not Jesus’ invitation to put out into deep water, it is the phrase, I will make you fishers of men.”  Well, that’s the phrase I remember from my Southern Baptist Sunday School days.  Of course in MCC we say, “I will make you fishers of people.”

 

I think we have oversimplified this story and missed its on-going power for discipleship.  We have made this story about ‘soul winning’ and evangelism.  But I believe this is also a story about plumbing the depths of our humanity, or in other words:  When Jesus gets in your boat, you’re in for some deep sea fishing.

 

The story begins on the shore.  Jesus is standing by the lake of Gennesaret, teaching and speaking—being—the word of God.  A crowd has gathered to hear and be near the Word of God.  They are pressing in on Jesus.  Well, Jesus can’t back up, the lake is behind him! (The story of his walking on water will come later….)  So he gets in Peter’s empty boat and asks him to push out a little way from the shore so that he can use the boat as a floating pulpit.

 

But we don’t have any of the details of what Jesus taught from that boat.  What we have in this story is a miraculous catch of fish. 

 

Imagine what this huge catch of fish meant for these fishers!  It would be like winning the lottery!  After fishing all night and catching nothing, at the simple instruction of Jesus, Peter and his co-workers let down their empty nets one more time and they haul in more fish than they would have caught in a life-time.  In contrast to the empty boats at the beginning of the story, now we have sinking boats full of fish!

 

This miraculous catch of fish is an experience of the holy.  It is an epiphany story.  An epiphany that Peter will have about Jesus and himself.  Simon Peter realizes that he is not just standing in the middle of two boat loads of fish.  He is standing in the middle of a God moment.

 

His first response is not, “Jesus I will leave behind all this fish and follow you.”  Like Isaiah, his first response is one of profound depth and an honest look into his own life. Peter falls to his knees in the middle of all that fish and says, “Go away from me Lord, for I am a sinful person.”

 

The Greek word that is used here for ‘sinful’ is not the traditional word that means “missing the mark.”  It is a word that has a more general meaning in the New Testament that may have something to do with a class of person who fell below the basic level of observing the law.  In this moment with Jesus, Peter realizes that he has not missed the mark, instead he has not lived up to the mark.  He knew, in that moment, that saying yes to Jesus meant committing to a lifetime of living up to the mark.

 

Peter’s first response to the holy was not a rash, knee-jerk decision to quit his job, and leave his relationships.  His first response was to take a long, deep look at his life.

 

How many of us have said or thought, “If I can just find the right job, the right place to live, the right relationship, then I can live up to God’s call on my life.”

 

Like Peter on his knees in a boat full of fish, there comes a point when we realize that our calling isn’t about how easy, fulfilling, or successful we feel in our job, or our relationships.  It is about how easy, fulfilling and successful we feel in our own skin.

 

It’s about choices we make everyday, regardless and in spite of our circumstances:

  • To forgive
  • To admit mistakes
  • To be vulnerable
  • To speak out against injustice
  • To speak up for ourselves

 

There is an old Quaker saying:  Let You Life Speak” that Parker Palmer uses as a title for a book he has written on vocation and calling.  At first Palmer—who is a Quaker—thought the phrase meant “let the highest truths and values guide you.  Live up to those demanding standards in everything you do.”

 

So he lined up lofty ideals and studied the lives of people like Martin Luther King and Rosa Parks, and Mahatma Gandhi, only to find that he had spent a life time imitating heroes instead of listening to his own heart.

 

Palmer reflects, “Today, some thirty years later, ‘Let Your Life Speak’ means something else to me.  Before you tell your life what truths and values you have decided to live up to, let your life tell you what truths you embody, what values you represent.”

 

Peter’s encounter with Jesus on lake Gennesaret was an invitation to let his life speak.  It was an invitation to deep space discipleship.  Jesus tells him he will become a fisher of people.  Usually, when fishers catch fish, the fish wind up dead.

 

The Greek word Luke uses is a special term for catching wild animals, not for killing but for keeping alive in some protective way—like netting a fish for an aquarium or pond.  A better way to translate Jesus’ words to Peter would be, “you will be catching people alive.”

 

That first encounter with Jesus in his boat began a lifetime of God moments for Peter.  There would be many times after that he would be invited to go deeper and that always meant taking a long hard look at his life.

 

There is an ancient legend that claims when the gods made the human species, they fell into arguing where to put the answers to life so the humans would have to search for them.  One god said, “Let’s put the answers on top of a mountain.  They will never look for them there.”

 

“No,” said the others.  “They’ll find them right away.”

 

Another of the gods said, “Let’s put them in the center of the earth.  They will never look for them there.”

 

“No,” said the others.  “They’ll find them right away.”

 

Then another spoke.  “Let’s put them in the bottom of the sea.  They will never look for them there.”

 

“No,” said the others.  “They’ll find them right away.”

 

Silence fell….After a while another god spoke.  “We can put the answers to life within them.  They will never look for them there.”  And so they did.

 

 

Sisters and brothers, there are those moments, over and over again, in our own lives when we find ourselves faced with the invitation to go deeper.  When we way yes, we are raised to newer and abundant life.  We are caught alive.